Let me correct you.
"Your are guilty for HAVING tryied"
There is nothing wrong in you for having "tryied" as long you have done your best. To be frail is what makes us humans. This is what helps us learn and do better.
Don`t blame yourself ... My dad and mother had a good saying.
"It takes two to make a relationship, but it takes one to destroy a relationship."
As I see it you did what you could do to make thing work in your relationship, just so sad that things ended up in this way.
Your right about the money stuff.... money is not all. For some it can seem that it is what makes the world, but as I see it the world is made of more the just money.
But I don`t quite get it why you must pay the 10K USD ??
Anyhow ... I can
t find a better way to say this but Ill quote a wellknown frase from StarWars : "May the force be with you" :flower: :bigsmile: